Uh-oh. I know what you mean. You might have to write it out and complete it to get rid of it, to get closure. Remember that the fact that you're disturbed by it is a good sign because you know those things are wrong in your gut. Just because you can understand the actions of someone like that doesn't mean you agree with them or would want to act like them. But having to share your head with it when you'd rather not, that's really tough.