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captain_slinky) wrote2006-03-08 07:05 pm
captain_slinky) wrote2006-03-08 07:05 pm
Guilt
Guilt that "The Incident" at work means I won't be getting a bonus this year.
Guilt that the guy whom "The Incident" involved aparently quit his job and moved away over "The Incident".
Guilt that I didn't get up at 4 with The Baby last night to just let![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
khristle sleep.
Guilt thatkhristle spent the evening and morning vomiting.
Guilt that I spent all my convention money already and can't come up with more in time for a proper convention.
Guilt that I already bought the tickets.
Guilt that my Mom and my Sister had to come down to help out because Wife and Baby are both sick.
Guilt that my Mom and my Sister will be stuck in our tiny apartment at least over night with no real place to sleep.
Guilt I didn't do my job and makekhristle get up every two hours and feed Molly.
Guilt that Molly isn't gaining weight like she should be.
Guilt that I get to come to work for 8 hours a day for a "break" from the new baby.
Guilt when I want to use my non-work time for stuff that I can't do from work.
Guilt that I haven't kept the apartment clean.
Guilt that I haven't kept the kitty litter boxes clean.
Guilt that I sleep too much.
Guilt that I don't want to do more Overtime for Work.
Shame that I feel so much guilt.
Guilt that the guy whom "The Incident" involved aparently quit his job and moved away over "The Incident".
Guilt that I didn't get up at 4 with The Baby last night to just let
khristle sleep.Guilt that
khristle spent the evening and morning vomiting.Guilt that I spent all my convention money already and can't come up with more in time for a proper convention.
Guilt that I already bought the tickets.
Guilt that my Mom and my Sister had to come down to help out because Wife and Baby are both sick.
Guilt that my Mom and my Sister will be stuck in our tiny apartment at least over night with no real place to sleep.
Guilt I didn't do my job and make
khristle get up every two hours and feed Molly.Guilt that Molly isn't gaining weight like she should be.
Guilt that I get to come to work for 8 hours a day for a "break" from the new baby.
Guilt when I want to use my non-work time for stuff that I can't do from work.
Guilt that I haven't kept the apartment clean.
Guilt that I haven't kept the kitty litter boxes clean.
Guilt that I sleep too much.
Guilt that I don't want to do more Overtime for Work.
Shame that I feel so much guilt.
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mine are as follows
guilt that i work 10plus hours a day
guilt that i sleep so hard when i am home i dont even hear Mina crying
guilt that i cant help my son with is science project, which we all love doing
guilt that i havent spent any quality time with hubby
guilt that mina grows so much and im missing so much, that i actually took a double take becuse she looked so different.
just thought id throw out the message your not alone
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