Soooooo Gay...

I am in support of Gay Marriage, "Domestic Partners" and the repeal of "Don't Ask Don't Tell".

HOWEVER, the *thought* of Gay Sex squiggs me out in the same way that the thought of my Parents "Doing It" squiggs me out. I just don't want to hear about it or think about it even though I *know* it's happening, ya know?

So I really want to know... does that make me Homophobic?

Just saw "I Love You Phillip Morris" and thought it was an excellent Con Job movie (I HEART CON JOB MOVIES) as well as one of the most romantic films I've ever seen... but then I found myself thinking "...*despite* it being about two guys". I can't deny this thought, and it kind of makes me angry at myself for having to qualify it like that to my self.

Maybe it's the lack of sleep that's making me Hyper-Politically-Correct about this. I just kept on wishing that it wasn't about "Dude Love" so it would be more readily acceptable for a broader audience, but I know that if it were about a man and a woman that it wouldn't have been the same. COULDN'T have been the same.

UNFAIR!!!

Last night I got some 3 hours f sleep. ALL FRIGGIN' DAY LONG I was dragging ass and barely able to stay awake despite the TEN CUPS of coffee i drank.

At 3, when Crystal got home, I fully intended to go to bed. But then she said "Are you sure you want to do that?"

She was right - I'm too much like Molly. If I go to sleep *too early* I end up waking up at midnight unable to get back to sleep.

So I stayed awake.

And here I am, STILL stayed awake.

I'm writing this at approximately 11pm, have been trying to fall asleep since 8 :(

HOW UNFAIR IS THIS?!?!?!

First world problem...