110 - I swear I'm not crazy, but...
Aug. 23rd, 2016 08:50 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
captain_slinkyAdventure only happens if you're willing to be a little crazy, right?
Some 25 years ago, Sol and Brown left me on the airfield and told me to "wait". That was the last I saw of them, and I haven't been able to Lucid Dream ever since. Every year, the training I think I received seems more and more like something I'm not remembering correctly or maybe never even happened at all, to the point where I have to assume that it was all just the product of an overactive imagination.
Last night I tried to contact them again on a whim, tried to remember how we did it, but i don't think it worked.
But this morning, at the top of my Reddit feed, is an AMA with a man named "Stephan Z", an expert in the field of Lucid Dreaming. Coincidences rarely happen in nature.
"Godel, Escher, Bach: an Eternal Golden Braid" may have answers in it... Sol had always said that "Pushing Potion" and "Popping Tonic" were a good baseline concept to keep you grounded in reality and give you focus.
So frustrated in the fact that I can't remember if this was all real or not, but even if it WAS real then it means that none of it was "real". It's hurting my head to think too much about it.
Yeah, reading over this and it looks/sounds crazy. Red Pill or Blue Pill, Pushing Potion or Popping Tonic, Follow the white rabbit... delete or post?
Some 25 years ago, Sol and Brown left me on the airfield and told me to "wait". That was the last I saw of them, and I haven't been able to Lucid Dream ever since. Every year, the training I think I received seems more and more like something I'm not remembering correctly or maybe never even happened at all, to the point where I have to assume that it was all just the product of an overactive imagination.
Last night I tried to contact them again on a whim, tried to remember how we did it, but i don't think it worked.
But this morning, at the top of my Reddit feed, is an AMA with a man named "Stephan Z", an expert in the field of Lucid Dreaming. Coincidences rarely happen in nature.
"Godel, Escher, Bach: an Eternal Golden Braid" may have answers in it... Sol had always said that "Pushing Potion" and "Popping Tonic" were a good baseline concept to keep you grounded in reality and give you focus.
So frustrated in the fact that I can't remember if this was all real or not, but even if it WAS real then it means that none of it was "real". It's hurting my head to think too much about it.
Yeah, reading over this and it looks/sounds crazy. Red Pill or Blue Pill, Pushing Potion or Popping Tonic, Follow the white rabbit... delete or post?
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Date: 2016-08-23 05:20 pm (UTC)