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I don't know why, but for some reason on this particular Sunday morning I'm feeling all retrospective. Maybe it was something I forgot about dreaming last night, who knows?
Anywho...
For a very long time I was one of those people who assumed that if I can hear strangers laughing in public, they're probably laughing at *me*. I think everybody has at least a *little bit* of that feeling, that paranoia... don't they?
I don't know when it happened, but at SOME POINT in my life, my paranoia changed. Instead of laughter triggering a "Oh carp they're all laughing at me I want to go hide forever and never show my fat ugly face in public ever again" reaction, it now triggers a "HOT DAMN are they laughing at ME well guess what folks it's SHOWTIME!" response. I went from a paranoid introvert to an eccentric extrovert and let me tell ya IT'S AWESOME!!!
Anywho...
For a very long time I was one of those people who assumed that if I can hear strangers laughing in public, they're probably laughing at *me*. I think everybody has at least a *little bit* of that feeling, that paranoia... don't they?
I don't know when it happened, but at SOME POINT in my life, my paranoia changed. Instead of laughter triggering a "Oh carp they're all laughing at me I want to go hide forever and never show my fat ugly face in public ever again" reaction, it now triggers a "HOT DAMN are they laughing at ME well guess what folks it's SHOWTIME!" response. I went from a paranoid introvert to an eccentric extrovert and let me tell ya IT'S AWESOME!!!
