041 - Fire Back
Apr. 5th, 2016 07:28 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
captain_slinkyA bit of blogging, a few minor life-changes and unrelenting love/support from my darling wife and BOOM! My creative "FIRE" is back! I'm excited for Emerald City Comic Con, I've got tons of ideas rolling around in my head, I'm cooking again, and everything is an optimistic chance for adventure once again!
I still have my appointment next week to see a counselor, but I don't know what good it will do me at this point - trying to remember what the depression was like, is like trying to remember a weird nightmare from a week ago. Details are gone, and even the bits I *do* remember seem more SILLY than FRIGHTENING any more. But I'll go, I'll try.
As i remember every time I have one of these depressed episodes, I have had these *ALL MY LIFE*. People wonder how I can always be so happy and upbeat and optimistic, and it's because once every month or every few months I have a REALLY DEPRESSED TIME. Sometimes it's just a day, other times it's a week, but I ALWAYS come out of it.
ALWAYS :)
I still have my appointment next week to see a counselor, but I don't know what good it will do me at this point - trying to remember what the depression was like, is like trying to remember a weird nightmare from a week ago. Details are gone, and even the bits I *do* remember seem more SILLY than FRIGHTENING any more. But I'll go, I'll try.
As i remember every time I have one of these depressed episodes, I have had these *ALL MY LIFE*. People wonder how I can always be so happy and upbeat and optimistic, and it's because once every month or every few months I have a REALLY DEPRESSED TIME. Sometimes it's just a day, other times it's a week, but I ALWAYS come out of it.
ALWAYS :)
