Weird Kid

Every morning when she wakes up, I ask Molly what she dreamed about. Usually, the answer is one or two words... "Park" being the number one answer.

Occasionally, I get something... different.

This morning, I asked her what she dreamed about. She stretched and said "Sleeeeeeeeep..." before closing her eyes. Then her eyes popped open wide and she said "HIDE!" before pulling the cover up over both our heads. Once under the covers I asked her what we were hiding from, and I *think* she said "FIVE DOLLARS!"

"What?" It had been somewhat garbled by sleepiness and the fact that she's only two, but I'm pretty sure that's what she said.

And then she grabbed me and kissed me.

Do you think this is something I should be worried about? Is she running some sort of black-market underground resistance in her dreams???

Why am I feeling better, but not any better?

It's scary how much of my illness is psychological. And I *know* it's all in my head, too, even when it's happening!

When it was possibly my heart or my Lap Band, those things seemed URGENT. It was a rush to the emergency room and an emergency trip to see Dr. Billings to make sure I wasn't gonna die. But once those two things were taken off the table, I suddenly felt great! None of the symptoms were gone, but somehow now I could deal with them. They're not even gonna check for Gallstones till FRIDAY? Must not be very bad, then... if it were bad I would have been RUSHED to the hospital IMMEDIATELY, right?

So last night I did as good as I could. And it was weird. All the pain and dizziness and nausea was still there... headache still drilling my head, chest still tight and breath getting shorter every time I stood up... but because it wasn't so "Life Threatening" any more I just kinda ignored it.

But today the nausea is REALLY kicking in. Not hungry any more, that's for sure :( I hope I can get back to wherever I was last night with this so i can just get something DONE.