Guilt

Guilt that "The Incident" at work means I won't be getting a bonus this year.

Guilt that the guy whom "The Incident" involved aparently quit his job and moved away over "The Incident".

Guilt that I didn't get up at 4 with The Baby last night to just let khristle sleep.

Guilt that khristle spent the evening and morning vomiting.

Guilt that I spent all my convention money already and can't come up with more in time for a proper convention.

Guilt that I already bought the tickets.

Guilt that my Mom and my Sister had to come down to help out because Wife and Baby are both sick.

Guilt that my Mom and my Sister will be stuck in our tiny apartment at least over night with no real place to sleep.

Guilt I didn't do my job and make khristle get up every two hours and feed Molly.

Guilt that Molly isn't gaining weight like she should be.

Guilt that I get to come to work for 8 hours a day for a "break" from the new baby.

Guilt when I want to use my non-work time for stuff that I can't do from work.

Guilt that I haven't kept the apartment clean.

Guilt that I haven't kept the kitty litter boxes clean.

Guilt that I sleep too much.

Guilt that I don't want to do more Overtime for Work.

Shame that I feel so much guilt.

It's A Small World of LINKS!

Disney Links for when I get a chance at home. I visit these nearly daily here at work!

The Last Day for Pirates of The Carribean. Excellent professional-quality pictures from one of the top three rides at Disney Land. Taken on the last day before it was closed for rennovations, this may very well be the last time you see The Pirates without blatant references to the Johnny Depp movie series. I'm sad to see the original go, but excited to see how the new one turns out!

Re-Imagineering. Directly from the blog's description, "A forum for Pixar and Disney professionals passionate about the Disney Theme Parks to catalog past Imagineering missteps and offer up tenable practical solutions in hopes that a new wave of creative management at Imagineering can once again bring back some of the wonder and magic that's been missing from the parks for decades". This blog is incredible and inspiring and hopefull. Unlike other on-line communities that are full of petty bitching and moaning about "Walt never would have wanted it like this", we have here a Blog of the people who *can* make a difference, airing their concerns and sharing their ideas freely and openly. It's been a long time since I've been so excited about the future of Disney, and I love these guys for that :)